Realizations

What happened to the Bela I know.. I .. used to be a slave that men fought over to own. Now... I am just another one of those slaves wandering aimlessly. I hate Maximus for leaving me.. I hate Aris for reminding me that I lack direction and any form of day to day life except wandering hoping for a bit of attention. How pitiful I am, how depressing my life has become.

The only man that seems to know I am alive is a thief residing in Port Kar. Yet.. I am just a slave.. hot and a slut amongst the many he keeps company with, nothing special, just a slut he calls Bela. I serviced a man the other morning, it held nothing except for the sex.. that is what I am for I suppose but it is new for me ~ I was always the desired slave...

The lessons we learn.