It was a moment hard to describe. We had been here once before... Me so quiet, he concentrating and my following the lead with a hushed silence yet so much more was beneath the surface. While I was full of questions and chatter, I didn't give into these urges in more of a need to observe him and the surroundings, the gate that led to this quiet spot. The icey cold water of the fountain.
Yes, it is hard to describe, the exchange by energy.. words didn't need to represent a thing.
I did not tell him .. I went home to an empty house. Two nights prior Max and I agreed that he would take the children for a two month trial period. Already I count the days and I find I worry over our youngest, my sweet Madeline.. is she lonely, is she doing alright without me? She seemed excited about the trip but the last look back at me as she bravely boarded the ship showed she was a bit frightened. I am sure she is fine.. I wonder if I will be. It was time for this day to come, I am just not sure I am ready..
Max's arrival put off the trip to Destiny Point for a bit, I had planned to go there before I left for Bazi but now there will not be time.
Friday, December 01, 2006
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