His Door Ajar

After my fun on the deck, I was given my afternoon meal. It was a bit more than I am used to but the baby seems to be consuming much of my energy. I am very excited about the coming birth, the prospect of being with Max for one of our children means the world to me. I am rather unsure to my future with them and looking forward to our reunion with Maxine and Maximus. Aris took me to the gardens the other day and said that Jediah would have them there by tomorrow. I can not wait to see them and I am sure Max is ready to gaze upon his children too.

As I passed his door I saw it open, he had to know I would creep in. There resting on the bunk he looked so beautiful to me, he always has. I stood beside him for a time, my fingers touching at his temple and lightly through his hair. There is no one more important in this world to me. I joined him in that bunk, curled up to him and while I thought I would watch him sleep, it was me who promptly fell asleep. I am home.

When I awoke it was to the gaze of my Master and the test of his lips that would not let me kiss him, there is not way to count all of the times he has done that to me yet I still beg that kiss with a hunger. He asked if I hungered for that sailors kiss on the deck that day.. it seems my Master is keeping close tabs on me. I explained that it was just a flirt, that it is He that speaks to my heart, speaks my soul and my sex, but he knows this. Still.. he teased me with that kiss and got me squirming and begging for his rape. I was sent off to cook for He and the crew. He is such a beast!

He felt his child move today... he smiled at me and looked at me with that love I know is always there. I asked him if he can accept me as I am.. I do not think he likes me where other men can see and desire me. I teased him that he kept me in robes all of those years so that no man could lay eyes on me.. he agreed with me. I knew this.. it is he that I want happy and he will do with me what he needs to make it so.